Some might say it is a sin that I am not watching the Super bowl but I oddly find it rebellious not watching the thing...which is pretty odd if I do say so. I find it terribly pathetic how obsessive we can be over certain events pertaining to sports. So you might ask what am I doing that is so much better than watching what millions of others are watching and honestly nothing really. I should be studying for a test that I have tomorrow should being the key word I have looked at it maybe twice this whole weekend. So instead of doing productive things I have been creeping on peoples blogs. while doing this activity I get little thoughts of maybe I should actually write on my blog instead of looking at others but that usually passes quickly. Its really a shame how much I want my blog to be followed by many but honestly I couldn't tell you why I want that other then the fact I might be able to do a give away which would be kinda thrilling in a way. But on the other hand if many read my blog many would want me to update it more then I do which would be a drag and I don't think I could stay focused that long. I also find this whole closet blogging exciting and mysterious;)
My day today pertained to going to church which was fantastic minus the fact that I am still outlawed in the singles ward since I was not single when I attended and bringing a man friend with me to church meant i was not frolicked upon.....sooo now that the man friend no longer attends my side i still have the empty seats next to me...it could also be the fact i come right when church starts making impossible for the late joiners to see two lovely seats by yours truly. but i do love sitting by myself really honestly. for starters i don't have the temptations to whisper something silly to my partner in the occupying seat or debate before a song if i should offer to share the book or just be a hog or if i can cross my legs so they are closer to them and if it will in turn make them uncomfortable...it truly is a dilemma so sitting by myself is like a dream. I then came home to debate what i should do that being productive or not at all....and i mean it is sunday so naturally i chose to not be productive and skip studying for the test that will rock my bones but in college you got to have those lovely things every once in a while right?
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