why is it that it takes a huge wake up call for me to realize all the blessings i truly have? this morning after my work out i looked at my phone to find a voicemail from someone i was sad i missed his call. i excitedly dialed my voicemail punching in my password as fast as i could to receive devastating news that two of his mission companions had been hit by a drunk driver and died. i was shocked i didn't know what i should do...im never good with terrible situations i dont even handle them good myself i shut down and block everyone out..so clearly im not the go to girl if you have a breakdown. i fought back and forth with the idea of calling back...or do i just text a sweet simple text...what would i want? while debating what to do i thought terrible thoughts..horrible ones and placed my brother in the shoes of his mission companions my heart shattered....I love my brother dearly he is a huge inspiration to me. He has the sweetest spirit and is the most giving person i know and i would be beyond devastated to lose him or any of my loved ones for that matter. My heart and prayers go out to the families that lost their loved one. you can never say i love you too much to those that are near and dear to your heart.