The ever changing...

Yesterday was my very last day babysitting the 4 little kiddos i usually babysit separately but both mommas were going out of town. it was a lot of fun...very noisy but fun. we played post office which means i get to color a lot of pictures in a coloring book (if you ever want to feel good about your coloring skills i recommend this)

making princess invitations to a ball we keep it classy;)

our handy mail service!

after post office we some how ended up playing police station or something like that where we were gods and goddess trapped in god jail----yeah it was interesting hahaha. after that i headed home for a couple of hours before i returned later that night to babysit one last time. and that is where we made forts for sleeping!

have to have padding on the floor

it was struggle to get the sleeping bags out of their cases hahah 

it was really entertaining to try and get all the blankets to stay up im thinking they weren't going to last long under it. it was a very sad goodbye one with three little girls crying and myself trying not too. i will miss them dearly they are all such fun slightly crazy and wild but you know what that's the best way to have it;) 

so blogging world went up and changed on my i guess thats what i get for not blogging in awhile..darn karma. my life has been busy so we will play a little catch up---i move next wednesday (yay!) to the lovely land of provo number one question i get asked is am i nervous....which im not and every time i get asked i try and summon all the nervousness in my body and get...nothing. i am excited though! (that doesnt get asked much though) i am ridiculously busy though goodness i don't know what it is but i somehow have a "pick me to throw your bridal shower" sticker on my back or something i have done two within weeks of each other...please no more friends get engaged i cant take the baking of anymore goods. actually im semi being dramatic they both were wonderful and both so ridiculously opposite one was harry potter themed (way fun definitely won in my book) and the other was very bridal showery.....if thats a thing. along with all the bridal showers i have worked ridiculous amounts and babysat. gosh im going to miss babysitting the crazy niece and nephew along with the two sassy girls and the most entertaining brother sister combo ever....BUT im excited to go to UTAH yayyayayayayyayay steph here i come!

it was one of those nights when i didn't want to do anything...like anything i should have been doing a lot of things but i just couldnt get motivated to do anything and before i knew it i had watched 3 hours of hart of dixie (i was behind on the show....not that it makes it better) and after it was finished i was disappointed not in the show but in the fact that i literally sat for 3 hours doing mindless crap. there has been a lot on my mind lately with my move and all (yay for change i need out of this place!) and also with people....i have been thinking a lot lately on if i would be truly content with my life if i died tomorrow...i know yikes thats super depressing and what not but it has been a good re-evaluating moment. I like everyone am not perfect i've done so many things i wish i hadn't but from all my mistakes i have learned so many things. i know that all the tests and trials that i've had and will have in my life are what i need to be shaped into the person that i need to be even if its terrible. and i'm grateful for that knowledge! so this post is a reminder to myself that i need to not be so grumpy during tests and trials because they will end and i will hopefully learn my lesson so i dont have to do it again;)

why is it that i can never keep my room clean when i have a boyfriend? its like the boyfriend curse i never seem to have a clean room BUT when you have a boyfriend that leaves you to be all scholarie i get some time to clean my room....sadly that is the only thing that is good about having a boyfriend that leaves for school. I truly hate the long distanceness that i have to endure........ my advice is don't do it for reals. So to get over my missing my lover i looked at pictures of us/him and i found some keepers sadly they made me miss him more.

hahah i can't get over this picture both andrew and my cute little cousin have priceless faces;)

i made him eat his subway on a cub because i hate subway smell and i didn't want it in the car hahahaha

The rumors are true...

this boy of mine has never been to a formal dance (say what?!?!) i didn't believe it myself but after he explained that i was always taken through out high school and he never wanted to ask anyone else;) JUST KIDDING the real story is that he was lame and was terrified of girls so he never went to dances. but now he can say that he has taken a girl to a formal dance one less thing to check off his bucket list;) it was a lot of fun to be there together (like that phrase?) but it was a terrible dance i felt bad for breaking his 'never been to a formal dance' with a terrible one. the music was ATROCIOUS and who the heck is this 'call me maybe girl' by the way the worse song ever i would rather listen to kidsbop than that business but what do i know. there was always rumors that pullman people did awful when it came to music djing and im sad to report the rumors are true sorry pullman maybe someday.

Yes i know i have an extremely attractive boyfriend i'm the luckiest!

Easter!

Easter was filled with for too many sweets, a lovely afternoon walk, the biggest decision of Andrew and I's life and soooo much more. It truly was a great day!

ummm how cute are these two? seriously they make me so happy I love having such a fun niece and nephew!