mommas day

I am so truly blessed to have such an amazing mom in my life. She has always been there for me as a support in all my decisions. she is also the person that pushes me the most to strive for my dreams and to never settle for less. I absolutely love the sweet spirit that she has and goodness my momma is the best example to me about finding good in everyone! I have never heard her talk ill of another and i admire that. she is the most hard working person i know who will do anything for anyone. I definitely got blessed to have her as my momma. I love her to pieces and hope to be just as amazing of a wife and mother.

Lets talk gross

i have been spending endless amounts of time looking at gynecologists profiles..i know what? and question.... how do you find someone that you are cool with violating you and is if violating if you sign up for it? yikes im not looking forward to this road i have to travel down. and this is when i rethink marriage (kidding Andrew love you) and honestly i dont know why im looking at their profiles because im unsure if i should be judging them on how they look (would an unattractive person make me feel better about myself while they do their damage?) or their age (would a grandma make me feel calm and comfortable? probably not) I'm thinking about just pulling  a number out of hat...i mean that's normal right?

on thursday the 3rd i headed to the burg to surprise my lover pants...but really he did the surprising. when i got there i headed right over to his place where he wasnt there....sad day i know so i headed back to my car to wait for his call. I played two games of fruit ninja and then he called me back all the while completely clueless i was there. i headed over while i was still on the phone with him and rang the doorbell and his roommate answered and let me in and went to go get him. the look on his face was priceless i absolutely loved the smile he got when he saw me. he hurried and looked outside to check the weather and i had no clue why and he ran to his room and came back with a backpack and we were on our way...to a place i had never been to. we drove out to the country and there ended up at my favorite type of  place...grain silos. and there we climbed to the very top of one (very illegal i know!) and there we wrapped ourselves up in a blanket and he gave me index cards attached with a bow (so cute) of all the dates and things that had happened to us it was so dang cute. on one of the cards it told me to call his phone (but i had forgotten to bring my phone with me so he had to call his own phone haha) and his voicemail said that he had a special present for me and that he hoped i like it ( i was completely clueless until this point that he was going to propose to me which is really silly now that i think of it) and no he didnt give me a ring he gave me brand new scriptures with my married name on it;) then after that i read the next card that said "and this is when you say YES!!" and he had me stand up in the freezing wind and he knelt down on one knee and asked me to spend eternity with him. it was the sweetest most romantic proposal ever and i was in tears i was so happy. He is such an amazing man and i can't wait to marry him in the Spokane Temple for time and all eternity:D

inside my band it says "to my best friend" its my favorite part---well and that its super sparkly;) 

I am so behind on this! I will start with first things first I am no longer in the lovely land of idaho. It has been such a wonderful change i absolutely love it! I get to see one of my good friends everyday now AND i have the best roommate ever! everything is falling into place i am truly blessed:)