All my thoughts in one

The school semester is allllllmmmmoooosssttt over! I have mixed feelings possibly because i have a summer class that starts the monday after BUT mostly because the end is the hardest part. i really hate all the test taking and the big projects that happen to be due all in the same week. this semester all but one of my teachers decided they would be nice and not have their finals on finals week but instead two weeks before---yeah i don't find it to be so nice. yes i will be done for the most part earlier then others but i would rather not. other then school my life is pretty lame i tell people i go to school then i work which is sadly true.
this year and mostly this semester i have learned so much about myself mostly the fact that i sure talk a lot because when i dont talk...no one starts the convo like hello awkward. and since i think its awkward im sure thats why i talk unless im not in the mood to be with the person  then it stays silent ahah. i'm starting to wish i was moving away this year mostly for the change of people and scenery but  for reasons i don't know and might not until later in life i still need to be here. hopefully i find more interesting people than i have at the moment i have decided that is the biggest thing i miss about cody he was never sitting down boy did i get exhausted but i loved it i love that we were always doing something new i can't remember doing the same thing more than once. we were stuck in a small town yet we never did the same thing i loved it truly. he also made me do things that i would never have done if i didn't find him so dreamy ahah i was a huge chicken and he was a huge dare devil which  made me in turn go on a rope swing, go through abandoned houses at NIGHT, hike to unknown places, climb on a rock, break into buildings on campus, slide on a roof, jump off a cliff into water, and seriously so much more. its crazy to think it was so long ago that we were inseparable its crazy how much has changed since the last time i saw him. i am excited/nervous to see him again so soon it gives me butterflies thinking about it ahah.  ahhh the boy situation i am in gives me headaches and keeps me up at night which is silly since im getting too old for such things but i have decided i will never fully grow up;)

I have also decided that i love old pictures. i look so young and always had such short hair--which oddly seemed to always look good possibly should go back ahah. anyways i also love the fact i had no worries or serious ones when i was younger the biggest worry i had was what to wear and what to eat---i mean hello easy peezy. if only that were the case still;)

HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!